My name is ashleyriot & I am a nice girl, seriously. I would say that I enjoy the human race as a whole, & on a good day I would even say I love my country. I'm incapable of forming any sort of meaningful long lasting relationship. I would elaborate on this but there isn't anything else to say aside from the fact that I am utterly emotionally cataclysmic. Although I do quite ignorantly believe I have a soulmate and I will search for them for the rest of my life and all over the world if necessary. am done searching, fuck it.
I get restless quite frequently and move an average of twice a year - roughly every six months or so. I love to travel, read, and I am hopelessly romantic [this can be an issue in conjunction with the aforementioned emotional retardation I suffer from.] I am madly in lust with the English language [this equates into me being my number one biggest fan in the faucet of writing - mostly creatively]
I recently graduated and lost my mind, quitting my job and packing up all my belongings including my three cats into a small cargo trailer which I have lugged across fourteen states, and three Canadian provinces. I would like to see Ireland soon, and I am excited because I might have finally found a way home. ♥ you.
My recent travels have kept me a good distance from any sort of reliable internet connection, but when the world wide web is in ample supply I generally live within it. xboxlive is like my cybernetic vacation home, and I can quite frequently be found here. I am currently addicted to Halo 3, Guitar Hero III, and soon - Ninja Gaiden 2 (the growing number of sequels infecting my playlist leaves me wondering if there are in fact no revoluntionary & original titles being made anymore) If you are a fan of XBOX Live please feel free to send a friend request to the following tag; ashleyriott. You should probably inform me of who you are in your request - not because I am ultra exclusive and cool but because I have the same capacity for memory regarding names/people/games as let's say... a goldfish. I love my friends dearly, however, I’m terribly picky about who earns that title. People don't really seem to take this seriously, but it's true.
I don’t enjoy any sort of negative influence on my existence, and the moment I feel you have become one I will immediately take abstraction action against your place in my reality. If this should occur - please take it with grace and dignity. After all, this really is only the internet. Furthermore, as stated previously, I live on the internet, I like instant messages, & I really am excited that I never get to see the people that I love face to face ever because they all live in different countries (blech) so if you message me chances are good that I will at least be civil, for the time that you have my attention. But I get up often & never say bye, once again - just a warning. </center> update: People who talk & judge really freak me out, & just a word of advice, you're not fooling anyone.
p.p.s. scene boys aint got nothin on us, baby.
♥ I believe in love at first sight.
p.p.p..s. I really, honestly, truly do not like mean people... at all.
♥ chantal ♥ myself --- ♥ william shakespeare ♥ langston hughes ♥ walt whitman ♥ e.e. cummings ♥ robert frost ♥ dylan thomas ♥ william blake ♥ t.s. eliot ♥ adolf hitler ♥ jean paul satre ♥ ralph waldo emerson ♥ louis de broglie ♥ galileo galilei ♥ thomas young ♥ jean bernard-leon foucault ♥ james watson ♥ francis crick ♥ erwin schrodinger ♥ karl marx ♥ aristotle ♥ charles darwin ♥ albert einstein ♥ sigmund freud ♥ mahatma gandi ♥ carl jung ♥ isaac newton ♥ oscar wilde ♥ stephen hawking
[from the girl who never knew regret - I'm sorry & I can't forget - you]
I can't forget anyone, I think about you everyday. I wonder if you have closure, if your doors are letting in any light? & do you miss me? Or could this be, the only way I could let you know that everything's alright?
In the middle of a gun fight. In the center of a restaurant. They say, "come with your arms raised high." Well they're never gonna get me.